When the wooing frenzy is past
Their affection can never last
His attention never did last
left Like I meant nothing and it hurt
But Each time, they do return
He said his apologies and was so bold
Never did I guess such an approach
It was precise and well composed
He plead for mercy and I forgave.
Threw in some worthy verse and owned up to his mistake
Through the same, trust was regained
I believed the lines he fed.
He asked if we could rewaken what we had started.
even with his effortless charm I did hesitate,
since i saw it’s end before anything could begin again
Thought his betrayal would make my trust worse yet
spellbound by some fantasy
of having him back in my arms
Because when we are hand in hand
I found myself in another land
I allowed that we get back in motion
Heard my heart beat faster without caution
Every glance though subtle,
I was on fire , full of lust
His voice did leave me in a trance
Smothered me with breathless kisses,
The Immeasurable sweet pleasure amusing
He Stuck to his promise to make everything worth my while.
I grinned and my legs kicked at the dead of the night
brimming with excitement since he was perfect
Have my heart, is what I said
and that was biggest mistake
He slowly slipped away and left me with regrets
silence is all that greets me with a sickening note
That I have been deceived yet again
Said he’s the absent friend that goes silent like the night
but when he did so, he always left me in a fright
Memories of what was said allowed some faith to sweep in,
He had Said that he was there to stay
I wonder if I cross his mind
he crossed his heart saying he won’t dare leave
And I wait to see if he could fulfill what he made me believe
But he stays silent
Rather than face dilemmas
I would rather he say, he failed me once again
I hope it’s not a game that he had plotted
Since his truth I gladly embraced
I trusted that he is what he said he was,
a big mess who is rather uncertain
I wish that he had stayed away
Since I sold my peace for a song
took a leap of faith and he made me believe that we had bonded
And In no way did I ask for such torment
When Love was all I wanted
The kind that grows fonder with the passing of the seasons.
This much love I did crave