So,
How was it?
Playing with my heart.
Did it from the start,
Suffering was thee,
ignored from the start.
Love you the way I could embrace a bird,
Was never mine,
Only this was earned.
Laughing at myself,
what I just did,
Waste of the time,
Complications earned it.
Wondering if I was shining in meadows,
Was actually, darkness of your cat holes.
Never have I ever loved a Shitty,
Devoured my innocence and calamity.
Now I am sitting on the shrug,
Laughing at myself,
I told you exactly what made me feel sad,
And you exactly did it right to make my heart feel bad.