when I look in the mirror
i don\'t believe
what\'s looking back at me
the tangled hair eyes begging
for the tiniest drop of sleep
the sounds coming out of my mouth
barely even a peep
they say self love
comes before loving others
they all say \"you\'ll never grow\"
they all say how they succeed in life
no validation to show
but what if thats the way i can love myself
by seeking others loving arms
not shoving my feelings on a shelf
i don\'t believe in anything
except sitting in bed all day listening to cavetown and radiohead
feeling like you want to drown,
feeling kinda dead
the person looking back at me wasn\'t who i was
the things they said took a toll on me
my life a movie on pause.