Once again I am reminded
of how painful love can be
it was a small little seed
that had started to grow in me
Once again I am reminded
of how not special I am
thinking someone might like me back
what a humongous scam
Why would it be me?
out of all the other girls
with their gorgeous eyes, laughs, and smiles
their natural wavy curls
Why would it be me?
I\'m so odd and mundane
the other girls are colorful inside
I should stay in my own lane
Although I thought we were friends
he probably doesn\'t care
about all the things I tell him
the whys, whats, or wheres
So once again I am reminded
of this very important fact
I am not special enough
for his heart to like me back
So even though it hurts
it\'s better to let go now
before to let go of it
my heart won\'t allow