In my head I say the perfect words.
I wait cause maybe you relate to this way I hurt.
If I speak I am weak then that is all you see, but there are those who have it worse than me.
At first they’re excited but get used to my company.
How can I change that now if I had a choice I would do the exact same thing.
You sing of love as if it still exist.
In my actions I have been proven wrong, a couple swings and most the time I miss.
In my head I don’t quit but I feel nothing with everyone it’s no surprise when they switch.
Border line sociopath read my heart feel my wrath you’ve created your characters online in life alone I will find my path.
wherever the end lies, there will be burned bridges and cut ties..
Thats how it began you have not left my mind if I have called you friend .
But I will not linger my misery hates company
I can accept others but I will not accept myself.
From the distance I’ll watch you fly with a smile on my face and my heart screams my mind cries.
I became a memory and here is where it lies.