I see myself from a distance
The wings long gone
But I still long to fly
Like a melody of the night
Singing about the endless depth
The star in my chest
Became oh so quiet
There is a gash
Where my left eye is supposed to be
And the sensations fade away
Was it nothing more than a dream?
I´m hiding my life away
Behind a screen and a pen
Like I was never meant to be
Living in this destructive world
There is no hope, no love, no home
Nothing I ever did lead me this way
Was it all predicted?
Can I stay?
Is this a mistake I made
Or was it all meant to be
Without any influence from my side
Like my life has already been written before me
It´s like an addiction
Like a tumor in my brain
And I know it´s not the path to go
But I am so sick of being strong
How can I be so drained?
When I never left this house
It´s all crumbling down once more
Is there no one out there to help me
Just this one single time?
A glimmer in the dark
I asked for a spark
Did I not do enough?
How can I have last my spark
If I was always burning so brightly
According to everyone else
Was this just to show me
What I will never have?
Just to mock me?