My brothers turned 16 today.
They\'re twins
inseperable...
I had my twin with me today as well
the little ghost in my head
\"I should be the one living.\"
I chased them away-
the words-
one drink after another.
One pill became two
and two- three.
It was my brothers 16th birthday today.
I think I said \"Happy Birthday\" once.
I cried four times.
How shit is that?
That I spend more time crying than caring about my brothers?
Gods
They turned 16 today
and I\'m sitting in a dark room alone writing about my feelings
The poems are always about me.
\"I should have lived.\"
\"I would tell them \'Happy Birthday.\'\"
I know, ghost.
I know.
Happy Birthday to the best boys I know.
Stay inseperable.
Stay 16.