soubhagya

Forgotten

When the hills were blooming in spring

The estate has not yet been made

When we were the size of fledgling

We met in a storm with raging wind

Amidst the swaying trees you gave a token

With teary eyes you said to never forget

As the sirens reached us and you ran

Back into the arms of your elders

You looked back reaching for me

The pendent still hangs in my cabin

Years have changed a lil dumpling 

Made a prince out of you

Here I remain with all things left behind

Do you remember me even in a lost dream? 

Everything reminds me of our journey

From being lost and hunted to safety

You were my hope and light in darkness

Those moments my only happy remembrance

Here I am trapped in this chamber

Keys of which you seem to have lost

Your life, your path no longer seeks mine

I stand stranded not knowing what next

I wish farewell to these hopeful wishes

That can no longer curb the icy disdain

Am I so easy for you toss over

When I was there when none took your side

When you reached the peak was it okay

To throw me away as nothing worthy

How can you move on

While I burn and yearn

Why can\'t you just take a look

For saving you do I have to lose myself? 

My fears, my pain do they not matter? 

In this world that glorifies you

Where does my sincerity stand

Does it even matter to anything? 

If it all burns to hell 

Do you not fear my wrath at all? 

Is my suffering just my payback for care? 

How can you live oh so well

When my nightmare is my reality??

How can I move forward without 

It ripping apart my heart???