I remember Love people make
Even if its fake
I remember words people say
Though it makes me gray
I remember promises people make
Especially when they break
I remember pain i feel
But it may not be real
I remember dreams i had
Good and bad
I remember trust i gave
That they put in a grave
I remembered being abandoned
Because I always feel stranded
I remember feeling alone
My true self cant be shown
I remember feeling hurt
My senses are alert
I remember the bad thoughts
My feelings are in knots
I remember feeling like not enough
My heart ridged and rough
I remember thoughts of suicide
My feelings i hide
I remember imprints people left
The memories i kept
I remember wanting to hurt myself
Afraid to seek help
I remember depression
No help, not even a therapy session
I remember grief
Long since i felt relief
i remember lust
my heart decaying like rust