As much as I try I can’t get it right
The stress of it all makes me fall
Into the deep hole of disappointment
I can try and try to keep myself steady
I mentally prepare myself
I\'m not ready
To let down everyone else
Because in myself I see
Failure
But if I try I know I can make it
But Thinking I’ll fail I think I’ll fake it
It’s easier that way
Instead of making myself prey
Of failure and stress
How did I get myself into this mess
Consumed by the never-ending decision making
One wrong move and it’s over
Stuck with the mess of stress that made me guess
the wrong answer
When I pause to think as a deer that looks in the headlights
Frozen with fear
Frozen like ice
Stuck in the worrisome of my thoughts eliminating every option that could cause trouble
So in the end I won\'t end up like a mound of the ruble
Like in a war zone
After a deadly attack and I\'m the only survivor
But my internal organs collapse and they say \"Revive her!\"
All because I made the wrong decision
It\'s not a big deal
But others will say it is
But I hold my future in my hands
And I won\'t allow things to happen
That I do not want
The stress will not cover my eyes
And I will fly to the end of the world
To accomplish what I want in life
Because in the end
I will not sit back and watch life happen
But I want to run in an exciting fashion
Because if I tried till now I will continue to try even if the stress is overwhelming
Because in the end, I\'m just a plain dress covered in the mess of stress