A glimmer of hope
An inferno building up
In the darkest part of my mind
Giving me energy
In a sense, I never felt before
And I am afraid
Of blowing it out
Of taking it wrong
But I cannot stop
I cannot stop hoping
Hoping for more
For better times
It´s just part of my nature
Those daydreams
Those nightmares
All coming from me
An familiar ground
An unfamiliar hug
Tears dwelling out
Like an ocean breaking free
I am not drowning this time
Just a mess of words
Escaping my dry mouth
As I drink the wine
I never found pleasure in before
Don´t you dare leave me now
This time it has to work out
And I refuse to let go
My eyes hurt
But I can´t close them
Not yet
So close to the finish line
Still months ahead of me
But it feels so close
Like I predicted last year
This will be mine