The things I feel most deeply,
Are the hardest things to say.
I don’t know how to tell you
Just what it means to me,
To know that you are so close at hand
But oh so far away.
Since I met you
My life has changed – not dramatically
But somehow things just aren’t the same.
I miss you vey much,
Now you’re not around.
I think in you I found a soul-mate.
Without you I am a little bit lost.
You gave new meaning to my life.
You helped me believe in myself . . .
And valued what I had to offer.
You were not pretentious,
Just kind and caring and understanding.
I feel I have known you forever . . .
But I don’t really know you at all –
You’re still somewhat of a mystery to me.
I opened my heart and soul to you,
And you left me feeling vulnerable
And unsecure once more.
I fear rejection from you –
I don’t know how to deal with the feeling I have for you
Feelings that run very deep and are very strong.
I’ve never felt like this before about anyone –
Am I wrong to feel this way?
I know you don’t need me like I need you.
Your friendship means so much.
I think of you often and wish I could talk to you.
I wish I could hold you close once more
Your ‘hugs’ made me feel
Safe. Secure.
It was like ‘coming home’.
I remember our many conversations
Some of them word-for-word.
I remember those ‘precious’ times
Which we shared with no-one else.