To scream into the darkness
To never be heard
Things that are once heard but never said
I\'m the voice in your head
you have no choice I said
hide behind a smile
only confirms I\'m a liar
to go down that lane
where my only answer is agony
to begin with a mark to start
Hoping someone would focus
to notice I\'m in vain
But no soul ever recognizes my pain
so I\'ll make another mark and another
wishing someone just anyone could help me
so I make deeper marks so They\'ll see
but none acknowledges me
they notice the mark
but treat it as a broken alarm
to leave it in silence
They\'ll look and stare
But never will the care
as I dip myself in fumes
I lit the lighter
to light one\'s fire
I\'m tired of pretending
as my life is ending
as I\'m descending I close my eyes
to only let out a cry
I promise I\'ll say good bye