My dearest,the best that was and is to be.
Am I enough a man to pay the fee
The price it cost to be close to thee
Through fire and storm I risked through the maze
To find pleasure as I stood before your gaze.
Ah but it all means nothing.
You\'re an illusion.
A unwanted seed planted that grew into am abominable tree which I cut down.
Alas the stump is almost impossible to remove
and weeds and shrubs sprout amidst.
Be gone from me!!!!! I tire of thee.
You choke plants that grow among the deserts of my heart.
Singing chants and melodies.
Voices like harps in a minor scale.
Enthralling,demanding my time as I stand affixed.
Waiting for you to draw near.
I break your spell, sea serpent.
Your notes are irritating to me.
But why? Why do I blame you?
Hunters usually do not know their prey by name
neither do the fisherfolk draw in their
nets to behold fishes from childhood.
You set a trap and I walked into it.
A fool I have been.
How wrong I have been.
Perhaps the greatest folly I committed.
All knowledge is nothing if it brings no addition in practice.
My left arm seems weak.
It will be strong.