jokes fill my mouth and their ears
so now they finally shut up
chuckle comes out of their throats
and it is when i find out
i know the things they want to hear
and i\'m about to puke the words at them
it doesn\'t matter how we\'re feeling
unless we\'re silent it all remains the same
i am a junkie for their attention
but i am trying to neglect
although each time i\'m getting sober
i am not sure how their laughter
should have felt.