Helpless as it returns again
Against this sadness I cannot defend
Looking again skyward for you
How could anyone think I\'d see this through
If I could rip open a chest cavity
Echoed remains of a heartbeat\'s end
Wake me from the impossible reality
She\'s gone home but I still pretend
Catatonic sleepwalking awakening
Melancholic neurotic weakening
Adjust the dosage motto sickening
Is the coming darkness death quickening?
Time heals all but neglected to schedule me
Begotten more akin forgotten even by family
The one remaining who hasn\'t ascended
Unconditional love enigmatically suspended
When I found her she made me whole
Showed and taught me things unknown
Rescued me from drowning in a dew mist
Feared my worries as lions yet were just kittens
This is a once in a lifetime love
So why was she ursurped from above
His actions are not to be questioned only believed
Is the plan to condemn me forever bereaved?
Under a new moon sleeping alone again
With Seroquel, Xanax and Klonopin
Knowing soon she will return tand then
Wrapped in her wings taken home again......