A happy day
The time is slow
The sky dark
Enter the day
A single task
Below expectations
Satisfactory
But not good enough
More work to do
The water overfills the cup
One more thing
Failure
The sinking pit in the stomach
Failure
Failure
Failure
The next section of the day
I feel better maybe
One goes smoothly
The next rageful
Anger at myself
Focus
Focus
Focus
Can I not be better
TRY HARDER
DON\'T GIVE UP
My mind won\'t work
I feel broken
Sorrow
Self-pity
Anger
Not enough
The ride home
The quick walk
I can\'t function
Hunger
*Fulfilled*
Relaxing never fulfilled
Music helps
I play
I practice
A rare commodity
Soul cleansed
I rest
Emotions still lying there
Eating inside me
Just packed
Condensed
Kept inside
They would all pity
They would all cry
They would all leave
My emotions and me
Tucked inside
Compartmentalized
The emotions lie
Secretive
Inside
Death
The Death that lies inside