Pain, agony, and fear
have never felt so near
each time you cough and shake
I know what\'s coming
but its just too hard to take
so I cry and cry
and eventually forget what\'s happening
I wake up and I go through the pain again
I\'ve already lost you many times
it feels so blank
until I\'m snapped back into reality
I know that the time for you to go is close
but I can\'t accept that you\'ll be gone
never to hold, touch, smell, speak, anything you once had done
I hope to meet you again
my loved one