When I look back
All the taunts
The ridicules
They all succumbed
I pity myself
I hate myself
I have never been kind
I have been reckless
I have been careless
I have been rude
I have been nuisance
I have acted naughtily
I really hate myself
Given chance to start over
I guess I would be responsible
To show some respect
At least in every aspect
I think I would be kind
People think I am kind
Though I have never been kind
Trying to be responsible
Maybe I could do better
Now I regret it
Becoming quiet
Everyday pondering, -thinking
Trying to be nice
People thinking I am kind
Though I have never been kind
I really hate myself