Elahe poems

Train off the tracks

I\'m just sitting here looking at the mirror


Asking myself who are you but do I actually care?


Falling asleep at the subway


I definitely lost the way somewhere


Tried to find someone new


But now I\'m crying in the hallway


I got lost in the wrong track


And obviously there\'s no way back


I hear the sound of this world hurting me like whack!


Tearing apart and putting myself back together like glue


My mother believes in me as a wingback


But I find myself angel of attack

 

My brother has told me to follow the signs


But i just feel like my body needs drugs


I\'m sweeming in a doubt pool


Everybody\'s there but i dont feel anyones existnec not even mine


My level of anxiety is like pulling all over my white dress, red wine

 

I keep losing myself and its another responsiblity to find her.


I dont want the whole story of my life to feel like a heartbreak


Fighting my emotions and staring at the moon


If life is a hunter i must be the target