shanzah

What should I do

Some say it\'s high time to let go
Some say he not worth it 
Some say give it a shot
Some say with him you will rot 
To him i am just a person 

But to me he is  my everything 
God sent him in my life 

Made me fall in love with him 

When I tried to leave him
i used to ask for one single hint  from God 
He used to make him come again 
Now that there is nothing 
He did tell me we might never end up together 
But without him nothing feels good 
His absence feels like a void 
I realised i was  happiest around him
I wish i was okay with the fact of not being with him
But  sometimes it feels like it\'s okay to not be okay
Loving him is all what i know Leaving was not my cup of tea 
Should i break the ice and make him free