You give me time then take it away you give me sunshine then you make it rain
I care for you whole heartedly but you’re immune to my pain
you disappear then return with “I miss you” 18 years and still the cycle remains but because of “love” I stay in these chains
I wouldn’t do that to you but you do it so easily to me
after all this time you still fail to see
the value of my love and the patience required of it just to be
you asked me to lower the bar but it’s practically on the floor giving me breadcrumbs yet annoyed that I continually ask for more
I’m always in between holding on & letting it go but I’ve always lived by this certain motto
“I’m all in or all out”
However only for YOU I’ve stayed in this doorway of doubt
I guess it will end soon anyway
you’ll fall in love again then you will slam the door
disappearing for the last time
as I cry next to it on the floor
until my sadness turns to anger
Then I lock it in a fit of rage
disposing of the key and returning to my cage
until I’m stronger to start another chapter and burn the previous page