The taste of your smile still lingers,
Same with the touch of your fingers.
Through a single stroke, I felt cherished and loved
And desired to keep the feeling in mind and In there be carved.
loving this hard is never wise
in time they care not and their love slowly dies
Now that you have another in your heart
Thoughts of it making my head spin, throwing me off balance
Shattering in the mind like glass
It’s shards cutting me deeply
piercing and raveling my soul
I was at my lowest since being overwhelmed with jealousy
And it consumes my mind sucking all my energy
Vividly, I recall our first meeting, first conversation,
the first time we kissed
I’m left to wonder what I had missed
The memories follow me day in and day out
Enticing pain I can’t ignore
Since you now have another that you adore
When you are still the one I want to keep on fighting for
wanting you to only want to breathe the air I gave
since Yours was the air I breathed
we were perfectly in need of each other to live
Then later betrayed my love and chose to leave
i see you look at her with the same intensity.
And it breaks my heart
Feels like poison in my veins
When in my thoughts it is you who reigns
Since I still wear your name on my heart even when apart
But you had yours turned over and it pains
Slowly,I’m losing it, I’m losing my mind.
i wish I could erase all the memories, perhaps have a fresh start