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I Can’t Remember

I can’t remember when I lost me to save us

I can’t remember when I loved you more than me

I can’t remember when I saw your value but not mine

I can remember that I loved you over me

I can’t remember when I let you take

I can’t remember when I let you forget

I can’t remember when I let you be more

I can remember that I did

I can’t remember how I let myself be less important

I can’t remember when I allowed you to take that away

I can’t remember when I forgot to appreciate me

I can remember when I said go ahead and erase me

I can’t remember when I stopped loving me

I can’t remember when I said I wasn’t enough

I can’t remember when I forgot to get back up

I can remember when I decided to be fed up

I can’t remember when I laid down to die inside

I can’t remember how I decided it was time

I can’t remember letting you say how long

But I remember when I wanted to live again

I can’t remember when I knew I was more than you said

I can’t remember when I felt my heart beat back alive

I can’t remember when I knew you took what I wanted

I can remember why I am the woman who decides who wins and who falls

I can’t remember how long it’s been

Since I was the woman of worth

I can’t remember when I believed I was strong enough

To raise back up and fight for what I believe in