As I wait behind the door alone
I wonder what is colder
the floor where I sit or his heart of stone
with my ear closely to the door
I try to listen in , for footsteps
If at all he could be coming back
I rap at the door , asking if he could Pay the debt he owes
I gave all that was left of me
and I return he promised to give all that he had
he stays silent ,denying me the entry I need
At this point my heart should be fatigued,
being too naive the cause of my failings.
he never cared about my feelings
The pain from the truth discovered hitting me right in the gut
Sad that no one can ease my pain.
It is my battle to fight
Without breath I sit in silence
In a flood of tears
since I still miss his presence
Frightful nausea and loose motions hitting all at once
The cloud over my head then turned black
The rage within feels somewhat like a fire burning inside
My chest feels heavy , my heart feels numb
When I think of all the good memories made
I should have known that his love would fade
since I have learned my mistake
I could never allow being hurt like this again
been too often a host to this pain
I seem to be stuck In a groove
Since loving plenty , now I can’t no more
I had persisted now I can’t no more