We were alone at home
Maybe i should have not been there
We were alone in a room
Maybe i should have gone through the door
We were alone in bed
Maybe i should have screamed
I was alone naked
Maybe i could have said something
You were telling me not to say anything
Maybe i should have
We hanged out many times alone
Maybe i should have made up an excuse
You made me your pleasure
Maybe i should have not let you
You made me watch things that haunt me
Maybe i should have turned around
You made me touch myself
Maybe i shouldn\'t have listened
You filled me with lies and illusions
Maybe i should have been smarter
You made me hate myself
Maybe i should have hated you
You made me cut myself
Maybe i should have hurt you
You made me get in trouble
Maybe i should have made you go to jail
You made me like girls
Maybe i should have told you that
You made me lie
Maybe i should have never learned to
You made me not trust anyone
Maybe i should have never trusted you
You made me do many things
But what can I say?
It was sexual abuse