Hello? -O -O -O
it comes echoing back to me
as I shouted into the dark cave like a bat
it is creeping me out
I wanted to leave but
the light from the entrance I came
was shut closed by a boulder
it is pitch black here
I placed my hands in front of me to feel the walls
so that I could place my back on it
to guide myself
or just to slide down on the rocks and cry
or hopefully, I would feel something - a sense of joy
someone that is a living human
yet what are the odds someone actually made it out of here
I can hear myself breathing heavily and deeply
I placed my hand on my chest
how rapidly it rose and fell like the mountains
I wish my eyes could adjust to my surroundings
or I could have cat-like vision
like a black cat
but I could not adapt at all
fortunately, my phone was with me
hey Siri, do you know where I am now
sorry, the location is undetermined
that\'s it, i am losing hope if there was any in the beginning, it would have been negative
I used my flashlight to look around
I screamed in terror
when I saw dead bodies
…which were of mine
some have begun to rot
I look ghastly in one
it seems I have never managed to get out of here
each time I died here
I respawn in the same cave
it is a familiar but odd feeling without my past memories
I hoped to find solace alone as I cuddle myself
yet I truly felt alone - emotionally alone.
after the people I pushed away,
no one is going to come to knock on the door anymore
I thought i was smart to take a phone this time
but all the text messages left unread
bang
5%...
4%...
3%...
2%...
1%...
0%.
the battery bar was red
I just looked at it calmly as it is depleting slowly
like the blood dripping from my forehead down onto my chin
then onto the rocks
this time I would leave my marking behind
unlike the times I starved to death - emotionally starving
my chest is still rapidly falling and rising
shocked that I finally did it
or more from the blood lost
and all the adrenaline
perhaps I deserved this
I was meant to be unalive
maybe no one would show up at my funeral
what happens in the afterlife I really wonder
I hope I don\'t have to see what happens
when no one discovers me dead
because no one cares
I am at a loss if this time I can be magically revived again
or programmed to
just know that I am so tired of this dark cave