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Anxiety by ( Bmike) Abby Rose Wise

I have anxiety.

I wonder why I am just a fucking achievement.

I taste the defeat at the feet of my demons.

I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it

\'Cause Lord, I know I ain\'t been no saint

But tell me what I did to deserve this pain

Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt

When all I ever did was put everybody first

These days I just don\'t feel shit.

I wanna sleep and forget that I even existed.

Am I some kind of fake fucked up lost cause.

I\'m sorry I\'m not that tough.

Sorry that i\'m not enough.

All I ever do is make people disappointed.

I am self destructive.

Love watching blood spilling out of my body.

I gotta stop before it\'s too late.

Can\'t leave anyone I love behind.

What will they do when I\'m gone?

Is death just death?

I don\'t feel a thing at all, I don\'t feel like I exist

That\'s why I need my fix, so I can just feel something

How do you describe the word empty?

Try to describe the word nothing

Wait, fuck that

Use my name as a definition

Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission

I\'m sick of it, losing myself, I\'m sick of it

The sleeping pills don\'t work, the healing pills don\'t work

I still feel pain with pain pills, now those same pills don\'t work

If I don\'t get a couple perks, I\'m about to go berzerk

Oh, big time, anxiety, yeah

I feel it swimming\' through my veins

I\'m afraid I might get the blade

Make a slit and let the blood spill out

Anxiety

Oh, big time, anxiety