i want to go back
back to when i didn\'t think about death every second
back to when my smile wasn\'t fake
back to when i had friends
when i laughed and ran around the park full of life
back to when life felt worth living
tell me when they build a time machine
but not so i can go forwards in time
no i want to go back
back before i started cutting myself
before i started numbing the pain away
so when they build a time machine im not going forward in time im going back