people say your reflection is your best friend
but how is it when my life is a mess
how is it when I discourage myself
I\'ve been told the same lies
\"its just part of growing up\"
\"it will all end soon\"
but when will it end
will it end when my life descends?
will it end when I end it
or will it end if I keep moving on with life
people tend to call me dramatic
but maybe because I\'m different
such a response
its the thought that counts though right?
no matter what amount of pain there is
if all is just going to stay the same
there will be no one to blame
so you see your reflection isn\'t your best friend
your reflection is your reality
yet people tend to live in fiction
I find it hard to live that life
so full of lies
I wish I could leave this endless world
but sadly I have no where else to go
blinded me for what is next
I tore my senses
but sooner than later your mind will catch up with you
sooner than you expect