gazing towards the sun
Feelin super dumb
But nothing really matters cus
It’s summer and you’re young
You’ve got a bag
With water and snacks
Just laying in the sand
With my feet up layed back
My spirits so intact
Yea
I feel so relaxed
While every single sun ray
Leads my mind so astray
Like a temporary distraction
From the reality of today
Everything is perfect
in that short calm moment
Yet that’s when the stress hits
and everything changes
Song part
There’s so much in my brain
Just watch the riffles in the waves
Calm down for ur mothers sake
and breathe
tomorrow we’ll be awake
Not dead in a dark hole underground
No waves to watch no calming sound
Think about it
we’ve got so much around us
but we only see a little bit
so save that money
be somebody
buy a car
and venture far
get on your feet
maybe you’ll meet
Someone neat
so i say
enough
this shit too rough
I’m tryna plot
A way to stop
This anxious boss
that lives inside
My mind
The tension and tears
Aren’t worth my years
If I wasn’t suffocating here
I could be as smart as an engineer
Maybe even volunteer
do something worthwhile
And make a better life
the thoughts come rushing in
Like who am I to thrive?
Who am I to make decisions
I can’t even do math right
This worlds pretty messed up
so set your eyes on what’s not fucked up
Don’t set your eyes on darkness
Set your eyes on light
and things will turn out good
The news and blues of yesterday
Cant stop the flight you booked
Scene change
Switch swap exchange
It’s time to,alternate, trade
fly south to a different place
But wait
you start to shake
What if the plane gets delayed
it could be late on that specific date
and everything that was once great
Stops and starts to break
what if things don’t go your way or you can’t find the right gate
What if the nose starts to plummet into the Great Lakes
only half an hour
Of the flight is left
And once you land
Yea you’ll be stressed
But stay safe and be blessed
Those prayers an texts from uncles and aunts
grammas and grandpas
moms and dads
say stay safe in this new place
Remember the people that love you will be there for you
Even A whole continent away
shits scary
and Frantic
And life’s still mess
Now you’re feelin good
But just for the moment
How will you make it
if you’ve got nothin to spend
The markets gonna crash
no more using cash
More cards will decline
cus everything’s online
Take me back
reverse to the past
Like in 1999 no one had to rely
On computers or technology in order to be fine
you better get a job
To bring in somethin fast
Will your brothers have your back
When you ask to be cashapped
or will they leave you hanging
cus remember that one time
You couldn’t return the favor?
ugh
life sucks
we just shrug and say
it’s great
at least I’ve got a way
To keep myself sane
Like watching the winsome white waves
With just my self all day
everything twists and things start to change
minds think alike but we’re not all the same
creativity strives
in hearts with desire
But what if that’s lost and I’m bound for the fire?