I woke up with this shit on my mind:
\"I heading for an early grave
This I do not crave
But I must be brave
For I am heading for an early grave\"
This darkness and sense of failure and life not letting up, has got a hell of a grip of me,
I realize that there are things I must come to terms with;
I am tired of these thoughts and these feelings I\'m tired of people I\'m tired of life;
\"I\'m heading for an early grave
This I do not crave
But I must brave
For I am heading for an early grave\"
I can\'t keep going like this
No matter what I try
These demons won\'t let up
I feel like I am going insane
I feel like it\'s just best if I go away
Tired of this price I pay
One day I am going to let go of everything and everyone,
This life wasn\'t meant for me, I am the definition of a mistake which is a theme of my life,
So if I don\'t take me out then life will, it\'s breaking me down
Feels like it\'s not long til I am not around because
\"I\'m heading for an early grave
This I do not crave
But I must brave
For I am heading for an early grave\"
An early grave
Heading towards the grave
locked in a grave
Cold in a grave
In the grave
A Grave
Grave...Grave...Grave...Grave...
I\'m heading for an early grave