Ajax (he/xe)

Alone.

I\'m so fucking lonely. 

I\'m tired, 

I\'m cold. 

All I need is a hug, or so I\'ve been told.

 

So then why do I tremble,

When people get close?

I have a disease, 

One they can\'t diagnose.

 

I want to be loved,

Have fun,

Have friends. 

I can\'t relax, though.

I know this\'ll end. 

 

So I\'ll keep my distance,

I\'ll stay on my own.

It\'s a simple fact-

I\'m better off alone.