Wolf

Waking Up

Everyday I get a little tired more and more.

Why do I keep waking up?

Why don\'t I stay asleep?

Spirits lost, purpose non-existent and still keep waking up

Not winning this battle anymore

 

I\'m tired of being strong.

I just want to go away.

Feels like life is just slipping away... day by day.

This feeling of dread just won\'t go away.

And it\'s tiresome and I won\'t stay asleep.

 

I don\'t want to be here for anyone, not even myself anymore.

I just want to go away

Disappointed because I am always waking up.

Why don\'t this thing call life just go away?

Everyday I have dark thoughts,

 

Thoughts that see me so far away.

I try to keep them at bay... but sometimes I get close to thinking how wonderful it would be making myself go away.

Can I sell my soul to the Devil since God\'s turned a blind eye to me?

 

Sometimes I wish I did believe in a God or a Devil. I\'d sell my soul so fast.

Tired seeking solace from the past. There I was seeming so glad.

Tired of feeling I\'m not going to last. Now I am going mad.

This life of mine has not been a blast... Here I am still so sad.

 

Can I stop waking up please? I just want to stay asleep. Devil can you make a deal with me?

God can you stop torturing this flea?
Universe can you stop waking me up?

Life I\'ll do anything, just keep me away. I don\'t want to be here anymore.

Who\'s ever running this thing, get me off because I done. Please stop waking me up. Don\'t wake me up. Can you not wake me up?