1. I’m afraid of love
2. I’m afraid of abandonment
3. 1 & 2 are linked together
4. I’m afraid of pain
5. I’m afraid of not measuring up
6. I’m afraid of judgment
7. I’m afraid of the ocean
8. I\'m afraid of not living but not dying
9. I’m afraid of falling down stairs
10. I hate my biological mother and father
11. I love my biological mother and father
12. I think fear is limiting to one\'s potential
13. Now you see my problem...
14. I hate anger (oxymoron)
15. I\'m tired of expectations
16. I no longer aspire to my expectations but to everyone else\'s
17. I think I’m too trusting
18. Also have pistanthrophobia (fear of trust especially in romantic endeavors)
19. I care too much so I try not too at all
20.I blame myself for my families pain and hurt b/c of my accident
21. I try to be empathetic, and neutral (also oxymoron)
22. I fear failure (don’t we all)
23. I fear success ( what do I do after that?)
24. I fear Drowning (metaphorically and literally)
25. I fear burning to death (metaphorically and literally)
26.I fear being buried alive (metaphorically and literally)
27. I fear rejection
28.I fear truth
29.I fear lies
30.I fear myself
31. I hate the dark
32.I love the dark
33.I fear being seen
34.I fear being invisible
35.I fear being completely happy it can get taken away very quickly
36.I fear loving someone I can lose them
37. I fear finding myself and realizing I hate who I am
38.I fear my new found obsession who happens to be a man
39.I fear the love I found in this man because it’s so real it scares me
40.I fear the fact he is all I find fascinating and he is also no longer in my life due
to external Forces
41. I fear that he is the only one that sees the actual inner turmoil I fight everyday
42. I fear him seeing me for the Gemini I am
which he has and still chose to love
me
43.I fear I’ve fallen for him and he isn’t even there anymore
44. I fear him never actually seeing me for me
45.I fear him actually seeing me for me
46.I fear falling in love like that again
47. I fear never falling in love like that again
48.I fear my own mind and my own emotions
49.I fear the switch I can turn off and with it my love for others
50.I fear my own thoughts and making them actions
51. I fear my own thoughts and not making them actions
52. I fear speaking to him again, and the world having moved faster than me
53.I fear him being happy without me, but knowing that I have to be happy
without him
54.I fear leaving
55.I fear staying
56.I fear my own trust
57. I fear everyone else\'s trust