I still wonder what it
would\'ve been like to kiss you,
to feel skin on skin,
the electricity of touch,
always inching closer.
I wish that I could\'ve experienced
bliss with you.
To be happy with you,
laughing on the sand at the beach,
thinking that nothing
could ever go wrong.
But all I\'ve ever known is
to miss you.
It rains everyday,
my whole life is a downpour,
and I\'m drowning in all the water.