Dark Carnival

I Am

I am Angry and emo

I wonder If any of my friends think the same of me I

hear The nu metal songs looping in my headphones

I see Myself in my black baggy clothes

I want People to see the potential I have to make music

I Am Angry and emo

I pretend I\'m a guitarist in front of a big crowd

I feel A strange euphoria when I do so

I touch My guitar and i\'m ready to play

I worry I will be judged

I cry Due to my lack of confidence

I am Angry and emo

I understand That i\'m being irrational

I say I\'ll do it when I get better

I dream That one day I will be that guitarist on a stage

I try To get better

I hope I will be better

I am Angry and emo