If you see me for the last time, I\'m sorry.
I can\'t handle this pain anymore.
It\'s killing me slowly.
I don\'t think I can live like this anymore.
Getting tired of being threatened.
No one knows what happened in school.
I am getting too tired.
I am too tired to even think.
I just need to be numbed.
I need to pop in some drugs so I feel nothing.
I need to vape so I can feel better.
I hate feeling like this.
I just want to be numbed.
I just want to escape this shitty world.
So many people I can\'t trust.
Will I ever be okay again?
I wonder what I am doing to myself.
I don\'t really care though.
I feel better when I vape or do drugs.
I do it with my friends.
Some in school, Some out of school.
They just make me feel so much better.
Makes me numb to the point that I can\'t feel anything.
People threaten to kill me at school.
I say have at like I care.
I don\'t care if I die.
At least I don\'t have to feel the pain anymore.
So If I don\'t talk don\'t worry.
If I don\'t eat don\'t worry.
I sleep more than I should.
Well goodbye now.
Hopefully no more pain and no more shame.
BYE BYE.