A trouble sleeper a Overthinker that’s what I am at night . I toss and turn looking at my ceiling most of the time , I close my eyes but nothing seem to happen I’m awake when my eyes are closed . I imagine how it would feel to sleep peacefully at night . Maybe someone out there has the answer for me . I am scared if I do lay my eyes to rest it’s not the way I want them to rest . Above I see people throwing dirt on me whimpering over me saying now his eyes are laid to rest . That’s not the way I want to rest . Maybe someone out there has the answer for me . I don’t want to feel empty I wanna know how it feels to have a dream. Where the sky is blue like lavender and the sun is as yellow as the sunflower . wishing someone had the answer for me . I never wanted to be this way in between silence and a dark place . I wish someone had the answer for me . Feeling like I’m out of time to have a dream these whispers are getting louder to me . Pick up the razor leave it up to me , leave it up to me to lay your eyes to rest . That’s not the way I want to rest . I wish someone had a the answer for me . 😴🥀💧