Forgiveness.
Forgiveness is one of the hardest things you can go through. The feeling of anger, confusion, frustration, pride, jealousy, comparison. They all come together as one and feed off of the fuel you give them by holding on to a situation you have to let go of.
That is the only way God can fix the issue. God wants us to trust him and let go. He understands the pain we hold with the situation…..he knows the details of the issue frontwards and backwards. There’s no hiding away that fact.
The longer you hold on to the weight of unforgiving thoughts…..the longer you will drown in the endless pit of darkness. It will not get better. And the person that hurt you will continue to walk freely while you drown.
Just let it all go.
God will catch you. He always has and always will.