Love left me hollow
I was playing With its fire, thinking it was exciting
The cunning brain forging deceitful scenes that I thought were appealing
Betraying visions , blame the rush of emotions
in a rush to see a future of where we grow old together
Call it Floating sensations, feeling over the moon
Forgetting how loyalty is fleeting
My arms and heart wide open as a window
Loved through my ears , then spell bound
Listening to an avalanche of distracting buttered up lies
Stupidity finding it’s way in since heart is full, Satisfied with all that was said.
his not so genuine love left me hollow
when it was him i chose to follow
Tricked by mere charm
stuck as he struck up sweet nothings
without ability to be as sly as a fox
I should be tired of this game,
at every point always ending the same,
they take their leave, leaving nothing but shame
stripping away all innocence
Having never wished a cruel fate on anyone,
I wanted to not care anymore about the fellow man’s concerns
It was a hell of a road , leading nowhere
Took the bend, a different path.
To harness what was lost and and forge stronger walls,
turn every broken piece into strong armor instead of shards that pierce my soul
A heart once gentle and warm now burning with a fire intent to unleash hell
Blame the extreme infinite bitterness scattered in Every fiber of my being
it is never real
Though I wish it could be,
they can never love just as hard
a demanding task to find at-least one honest man
when you barely comprehend their hidden plots
since they naturally lie and talk a good game
seeing through new eyes flung away the illusion of him being perfect
perfect only for a moment
then later shift just like wind
without a feeling of shame or remorse
They now call me a rebel
Since I now set the tone
Always nonchalant, somewhat shallow
when it was them that left me hollow
It is in vain to try change the fate I have chosen,
the evil and malice ignored now awoken.
determined to never break again
Only a whim inspired fool would still insist
Since I Resigned myself to my fate