i\'m so sick&tired of being sick&tired of listening to your lies..
i feel like giving it up, i am not even sure if i even recognize how to win you over
times invisible hiding under your sun-rise mingling with October
somehow living this life backfired-
if i close my eyes to disguise your lies do you think they\'ll go away
if i fall into the abyss of your kiss maybe i will stay...
should i put down this pen and start again or consider myself retired
i gave you my love and all my emotional distress ,in return for a comforting caress
and where did it get me honestly..false love was everything you could promise me
oh boy who cares less than me its all chess to me
i contradict myself at every turn, pretend that i\'m gifted ,that you were here to learn
as i listened to my verse as i cussed and cursed reversed into your world to burn, its my turn
burn baby burn set me on fire
i approach personal discovery as precariously as you should take my personality its a little left field
as my musings drift in and out of view my obsession with rhyme grew even if it makes no sense i wear you like shield
just a tall tale of two lost souls , committing the ultimate crimes
all will be revealed
i\'m so sick of being sick n tired of being me all the god dame time
are you
down in the dumps for months and months or sometimes even years,
up on cloud nine whilst wiping away the tears
facing all my fears- fleeting feet across the ground
i don\'t feel so tired as we go head to head wired to sound
feeling sick of feeling tired sick of feeling ,
feeling sick and tired of feeling sick n tired
my minds been rewired trained to mimic social norms and nothing dawns on me until its to late ...