Why.
A man comes into my life…..he gives me the world…..the way he feels the world is supposed to be given to a woman he “cares” for. I took the world you gave me.
I took the warmth and happiness that came with it. I came into your life….I gave you the world….the way I felt the world is supposed to be given. You accepted it. The love, the warmth, the nurturing. You took it all.
Then you got bored….you became dry….even cruel and empty. You became ghostly. So I tried harder. You began to tell me if anything were to happen between us you would never have anything bad to say about me….so you knew we wouldn’t make it. A man that truly loves a woman would never say anything like that because he would see her in his future.
I tried….I tried to love you until there was nothing left to love. I succeeded at that. You came back after you left me the first time…..and tore me even deeper. 5 months later you replaced me like I meant nothing for the last 2 years. And you gave her something I wanted from you for years. So easily. I feel anger, confusion, sadness, irritation……but I know it will all fade away with time. Even though my heart cries. I simply wish you both the best….because I am a good hurt person.