chapter closed and i haven\'t breathed out since
i always thought you can only miss something
that made you happy
but now i miss that city
the park where i read my books in
got scared of my loneliness for the first time
and never went there ever again
the building that became the object of my desire ever since I heard you can get to the roof of it
the school that i prayed to get on fire
just because i couldn\'t find the courage to leave
the road i got so used to
and never drove it again in three years
the quiet sound of music from my phone
in the car that had one radio station
the club i went to two times
but lied i was there much more often
the bus stop where i gave some money to a man
and in exchange had my first conversation in a week
city where i was so sick i couldn\'t stop crying
or get up from the floor
but still got enough energy to study
and give everyone an expression
i am doing much better than them
such a funny time in such a funny place
that ill miss more that anything
and hope ill never see again