thoughtless thoughts rummage through my head,
unfiltered raging through the seams,
spiraling out of control,
tumbling through the world they know.
intrusive,
uninvited,
my thoughtless thoughts push on through,
angry still since i ignore their points of view.
they wish to fill the dread within my head,
begging to see me depressed instead.
screams & shouts threaten to paralyze me,
to crush my will, like all those years ago,
when i had been beaten still.
thoughtless thoughts revel in my misery,
as i recall my ancient history.
whereas the countless nights i had to bear,
my heart was stolen from me with more scars than
i could bare.
struggling still i\'m healing,
patching up the wounds easy for others to see,
the thoughts are really angry at me.
fore behind the bars within my head,
i have them imprisoned behind invisible lead.
only kept at bay if for but a moment.