They say every action is either done in fear or out of love
At 1st, it was all in love
Now I sit here staring face to face with fear for the 1st time
And that\'s why I wrote this rhyme
It\'s time I tell somebody this
I have a pain in my heart were some emotion fits
I can\'t get out of this pain though.
It is my worst foe...
I\'m wrapped in it
Encased it it.
Ashamed I am not
Because he may break me, but not my spirit.
Even if my bones rot.
I will NEVER let him tare it.
He may shed my blood onto the floor
But that doesn\'t hurt my core.
He may make me black and blue
Even if my heart....once was true...
No matter what I felt before
I can\'t take anymore
Yet he traps me here
And I refuse to tear.
I once gave my heart to this man
Thinking he\'d b true
But then he threw it in the can
And I realize I was a fool
In trusting him at all
He...caused my fall...
Yet my pride,
Though I hide
Is not phased
I am not dazed
I will not let him consume me
I will not let him control me
He is not my master,
Nor am I a slave.
I will run faster
I will not cave
I don\'t know where I\'m goin\'
I know my hurt I am not showin\'
I\'ll hide behind these walls
I built each of them myself.
The outside world, I hear calls
But I let my emotions sit on a shelf.
I will show pain to no man
I will not bow to any man
I will cover my pain until it fades
I will put on my daily masquerades
So I don\'t get hurt again...