B.E.Poet

I can\'t Understand

Sometimes I wonder about life
I do things without thinking bout it
It\'s just a routine
And to everyone, I seem happy
But I feel empty
I sit down analyzing my life
Everything seems like a movie
I\'m just watching, not living
Each frame goes by
And it\'s me watching
And watching
There\'s no end to it
It makes me feel lost
I can\'t find purpose
I can\'t fully explain what is in my mind
But only people who go through this understanding
Life seems meaningless
Monotonous
It, at times, doesn\'t make sense
For instance, sleeping
I can\'t do that
And if I do, it feels like
A minute or two
Why people die
One moment they\'re there
The next they aren\'t
And I\'m sorry if I\'m questioning life so much
Cus, honestly, we should enjoy it
But it\'s hard for me
Cus\' life is life