nabi5

What it feels like to never have been loved.

A constant empty feeling

Life is just empty

Something’s missing

The need for something you do not know

You’ve never experienced it

So how can you know that you’re missing it?

It’s weird

You watch videos of people being loved, people being heartbroken, people saying they lost their love

But not once have I seen someone saying that they have never been loved

Not a single time

Everyone has lost something

But what if you’ve never had that something

The closest thing I’ve been to feeling loved, is when I was hanging out with my friends

But that was not enough

That wasn’t real love

They all have their own people now

I’m left alone

Back to the same place again

I fell in love with the gym

There I see people who are depressed because they lost their love

I’m depressed because I’ve never had it

I’m depressed because I want to feel the feeling of being held by someone

I’m sick and tired of feeling empty

I can’t even cry anymore

I’ve used up all my tears

Someone please kill me

I can’t do it myself.