I’ve wanted to be loved
I’ve wanted to have my own movie romance moment
I’ve wanted a guy that would kill the world for me
then I woke up
that shit is fake
everything is
people never have real romance in their lives
it’s just fake drama
everyone has this thing that in order to live you have to date
you have to marry and reproduce
and yeah I guess that’s an instinct everyone has
but still
I don’t feel like it’s real
the thing I want now is to be loved
to be held
to be kissed
to be erotic
to be happy.