See the figure by my side
tired eyes staring straight
can\'t do anything but sigh
at the state of myself.
How I wish I could be more
than what you have to deal everyday,
but I\'m just incapable, sad and alone;
forgive me for my path going stray.
Looking back on the bygone past,
I can\'t grasp how I could fail at such an easy task.
Just work and nothing more would\'ve sufficed,
not even this I could do right, shame on me for that.
I can\'t help this oppressing feeling,
threatens to drag me to the dark depths
of a sea of regret and shame. No matter,
I cannot swim but I refuse to perish this way.
All I can do is exist and hope for a new day,
may you be happier than me, that is all I wish.
May my happiness be yours, I had failed you so much.
May the future be bright, that is what I wish for you.